Blessings

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Intresting to think that one of the greatest men in history may have suffered the same way I had. I used to think CU taught me to treasure life and the experiences that come with it. How to not take simple things like walking and readng a book for granted. How to watch an exciting movie and hold an emotional conversation without wishing it hadn't happened in the first place.

Yet. I now also realize it's made me afraid. It's capped me as a person. Made me afraid to push my limits. Made me afraid of going though more hardship. Made me afraid of pain. Most importantly I think.... made me afraid of failure. How many times did I run with no avail yet always with the firey consequence. I'm afraid of trying and trying like I did before and have it all be useless.

Yet. I am better now. Time to fight it some more. But most importantly time to fight in my life.